to anybody that sees this...know that it's not too late for you. you wanna get into streaming...do it. you wanna get into art...do it. as long as it's not something that pushes beyond full physical limitation...you can do it. it's better to know that you tried your best to accomplish success in whatever makes you happy than living in the future with regret and time that you will never get back. time is the greatest gift. use it to find fulfillment in whatever makes you feel genuinely happy before your time is up