The reason for my absence copied from my Discord: "Hello everyone, sorry for my absence again but it's been a really stressful month. For context, my Nan has been in the hospital for the last couple of months or so. This week I was called away from work because she was reaching the final stages of passing. This weekend she passed away. It has been a rough week for me and my family so I hope you understand why I couldn't stream this week, not only was it not viable, but I didn't want to. Thankyou for your patience, streaming will resume this week coming up."