XP: 410
Ever have the energy to live-stream, but just before you hit "Go Live" you lose the energy to do so? I know it's oddly specific, but it seems like every time I open up OBS, I just can't go live.. I feel like I disappointed everyone that has helped me get to where I am right now. I want to start going live more often, but I just haven't felt the same for it along with gaming for a while. I haven't even posted to YouTube in over a month. I've taken breaks, but still nothing. I know some people will say their DMs are open, but there really isn't anything I can say. I've never streamed for the money or views. I stream to help others and hopefully make their days better. I do this for people because sometimes people don't have other people to look to for help or support. When I started content creation, I was 12 years old. Almost five years later, I still did it. I can't stop creating content now. I will hopefully try finding the will to do it soon. Hopefully I will find some people to create with.

I'm not posting this for attention, I'm posting this because I feel like it needs to be said so people don't think I gave up being a content creator.

TD;LR: No energy to create content and I'm trying to find people to create with.
Ever have the energy to live-stream, but just before you hit "Go Live" you lose the energy to do so? I know it's oddly specific, but it seems like every time I open up OBS, I just can't go live.. I feel like I disappointed everyone that has helped me get to where I am right now. I want to start going live more often, but I just haven't felt the same for it along with gaming for a while. I haven't even posted to YouTube in over a month. I've taken breaks, but still nothing. I know some people will say their DMs are open, but there really isn't anything I can say. I've never streamed for the money or views. I stream to help others and hopefully make their days better. I do this for people because sometimes people don't have other people to look to for help or support. When I started content creation, I was 12 years old. Almost five years later, I still did it. I can't stop creating content now. I will hopefully try finding the will to do it soon. Hopefully I will find some people to create with. I'm not posting this for attention, I'm posting this because I feel like it needs to be said so people don't think I gave up being a content creator. TD;LR: No energy to create content and I'm trying to find people to create with.
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