I found something online about me from two years ago when I was in a very dark place and at the height of my struggle with alcohol. It really shook me and triggered all those feelings I suffered from during that time to come flooding back, especially with the callous way people were discussing one of my blackouts. I've worked so hard for the past year to be sober and try to become a better person, but somehow seeing that people were watching and laughing really makes me feel sick.